...One door closes, one opens? Why does the door close on someone else and open for another one?

Turmoil in the mind, in our hearts, our conscience...opening my eyes to reality...to life...trying to see the world that exists outside my bubble...it hurts. Anger, noise, violence (mental and physical), chaos, suffering ...

Am trying not to shut down again...I realize closing my eyes doesnt make it all go away. But...I want to do more... I WANT TO BE MORE!!!

...and yet, in the middle of all this hate, I am falling in love all over again... deeply madly